Demitri™

Check out my pet Spider... Dream Weaver... aint he kawaii? feed em some bugs...

::sigh::

Demitri™

was actually expecting a high look alike percentage for RockStar Supernova's Magni

Or American Idol's Sway

Here's a pretty nifty results from Heritage.com

ACHTUNG!!!

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Demitri™

You… sharper than a dagger thrust
Sink into my plaintive heart,
You… frenzied and arrayed in lust,
Strong as daemon host whose art

Possessed my humbled soul at last,
Made it your nest and domain,
Strumpet, to whom I am bound fast
As is the prisoner to his chain,

The stubborn gambler to his dice,
The rabid drunkard to his bowl,
The carcass to its vermin lice —
O thrice-accursèd be your soul!

I have entreated the swift sword
To strike, that I at once be freed;
The poisoned phial I have implored
To plot with me a ruthless deed.

But sword and poison in my need
Heaped scorn upon my craven mood,
Saying: "Unworthy to be freed,
From my accursed servitude,

“O fool, if through our efforts, Fate
Absolved you from your sorry plight,
Your kisses would resuscitate
Your vampire's corpse for your delight."

Carpe Noctem

Sunday, March 21, 2004

You've broken me...
Forcedme and ravaged me...

 

Never have I allowed anyone to defile my mind...
And penetrate my soul.

 

You've relentlessly raped my past...
And for that I hate myself...

 

I hate myself for letting you into my soul...
I hate you for forcing me;

 

I hate you for opening me up
And dispersing the shroud I built around me.

 

I hate you for all these things you did tonight
And enjoying every minute of it.

 

The memoirs of pain and suffering
You drank like a rabid bat.

 

And I detest that I liked it...
And I detest that allowed it...

 

My heart bursts in crimson tidings...
As I hid my feelings with a grin;

But I console myself with the taste
Of a droplet of your blood in my lips.

 

I closed my eyes and cherished the moment...
And await the morrow for another taste.

 

Demitri™
| 12:45 pm

Tekurinchishiki

Your name in japanese...soundz great... try it :)

What is your japanese name ?

Take each letter of your name and substitute it with the japanese sound to the right of the letter. Names might be kinda long though.

A- ka * B- zu * C- mi * D- te * E- ku * F- lu * G- ji
H- ri * I- ki * J- zu * K- me * L- ta * M- rin *
N- to O-mo * P- no * Q- ke * R- shi * S- ari * T-chi
U- do * V- ru * W-mei * X- na * Y- fu * Z- zi

Tekurinchishiki™

A few month's back... I brought home-made tempura [shrimp, crabsticks, eggplant, okra] to the office...

Main Ingredients:

1/3 kilo shrimps, medium sized, 12 pcs.
3 cups cooking oil

Ingredients for the batter:

1 pc. egg
½ cup cold water
1 cup flour

Tempura Sauce:

½ cup water
1 pc. beef bouillon cube
2 tbsps. soy sauce
1 tbsp. sugar
½ tsp. msg
2 tbsps. ginger, grated and squeezed to rid of excess liquid
½ pc. radish, grated and squeezed to rid of excess liquid

Procedure:

Rinse shrimps. Drain well in Handy Strainer.

Shell shrimps, leaving tails intact. Cut off tips of tails. Push out water from tails with back of knife.

Devein shrimps. For shrimps not to curl up when fried, make a few cuts on the inside curve of the shrimps.

Starting from tail end, squeeze out excess water from shrimp body until neck end is reached.

Arrange in a Freezermate in a straight line. Freeze while preparing other ingredients.

In a deep frying pan, put oil to at least 3 inched deep. Put over medium heat.

Make batter while waiting for the oil to reach 320 degrees F: In a Thatsa Bowl Jr., beat egg. Stir in cold water. Add flour and mix lightly. In a Thatsa Bowl, put ice and water. Nest Thatsa Bowl Jr. in a Thatsa Bowl to cool batter.

Hold shrimp by the tail. Dip in batter one at a time.

Put 4 to 6 shrimps in the hot oil to cook.

Using chopsticks, remove shrimp from oil when crisp. Shake off excess oil.

Drain on paper towels. Do not stack one on top of another as this will make the earlier batches of fried tempura soggy.

Prepare Tempura Sauce: Mix all ingredients except radish and ginger. Bring to a boil. Put in a bowl. Serve hot with radish and ginger on the side.

Serve Shrimp Tempura with Tempura Sauce immediately.

Variations:

• Replace shrimps with assorted vegetables, julienne cut.
• Replace shrimps with fish strips or squid slices.

Anyways, lablab has been having troubles with the taste of her tempura sauce [Tentsuyu Sauce]... so with a little research... I now know what ingredient her recipe lacks...

Aspersio Sanguinis

Thursday, March 18, 2004

O hail hail angel in the night.
Haunt my waking dreams.

 

O curse curse curse your angel smile.
Oh soft matte lips of temptation...

Of fruitful wiles and times of phantasm;
that soothe my soul and paint my face red.

 

You are no longer marked and so am I.
But embrace you I cannot for I have no brand.

 

O you you you who stirs my blood,
you who feigns innocent blood.

Or is the sun just bright?
Or is the sun just too bright?

 

Demitri™
| 02:18 pm

I know it's too late to talk about Easter today... but what the heck... this is my blog anyways...

Warning... I can't promise to check political correctness throughout this blog entry... so walk away now if you're one of those political corretness police...

Also, another warning... this may be a long babble post that might bore you to death... so walk away now if you have anything more important to attend to.  Or hopefully you get bored mid-way and stop reading even before you get to the juicy parts.

Did you know that Easter was originally a pagan celebration that means spring is coming... the name itself was derived from Eostre, the Anglo-Saxon goddess of spring.

The Germanic name for spring's goddess means "movement towards the rising sun." Ostara was celebrated in the fourth month of the year, April, according to the British scribe Bede the Venerable, writing in the seventh century CE.

Over a thousand years later, the Grimm brothers found that she was still honored in Germanic lands, where her name was used for the month she ruled. In Anglo-Saxon, her name became Estre or Eastre, which survives today in the festival of rebirth, Easter, and in the mood encouraged by springtime, estrus. She was honored among the Germanic people with painted eggs, a tradition that survives today.

I haven't really mentioned how the Christians robbed/adapted the Easter pagan Sabbath and made it their own religious holiday because as we all know, this is a very taboo topic... It's the same with Christmas day... it was originally a Roman religious holiday dated even before Christianity started... Yule was a very special holiday for the Romans where everyone was out in the streets merry making... the Christians probably saw this as a great opportunity to adapt the date so that every Romans out on the street that day would be in a way celebrating Christmas.

Last Good Friday, I had lunch with my better half... I mentioned that I noticed that the number of people talking about spiritual cleansing, as dictated by the culture of a majorly catholic country, has come down to none... It was also mentioned that the holy week, specially Easter Sunday, has lost its meaning...

I wasn't actually surprised... even when I was back in high-school [which is about the same time i explored all sects of the Christian faith: catholic, born again, protestant, Jehovah’s witness etc], I already foresaw the fall of the catholic church...  or lost of the meaning of all the major religious groups in the world... and I wasn't wrong at all... by the time I went to college, neo-paganism, new-age spirituality and other eclectic spiritual paths started to flourish... I started exploring some of these new trends and sought a spiritual path that was right for me...

Back to the Good Friday lunch... our conversation revolved around the spirit of the death-and-rebirth of Christ... and about how the catholic church is slowly losing its grip on the people... suddenly I remembered a line in Paolo Coelho's "The Zahir", where he mentioned that organized religion, or what I call Theist Religion, is no longer applicable in today's culture... he also mentioned that a new age is beginning to dawn with these massive birth of new-age Zen spiritualities

I was about to mention this, when I was suddenly shushed to silence because according to her, these topics shouldn't be talked about in public.

 Found out about Bleach a few months ago... and just finally gotten myself a copy... now this anime series if really really good.

Demitri™

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Once upon a time, a perfect man and a perfect woman met. After a perfect courtship, they had a perfect wedding. Their life together was, of course,perfect.

One snowy, stormy Christmas Eve, this perfect couple was driving their perfect car along a winding road, when they noticed someone at the side of the road in distress.

Being the perfect couple, they stopped to help. There stood Santa Claus with a huge bundle of toys. Not wanting to disappoint any children on the eve of Christmas, the perfect couple loaded Santa and his toys into their vehicle. Soon they were driving along delivering the toys.

Unfortunately, the driving conditions deteriorated and the perfect
couple and Santa Claus had an accident. Only one of them survived the accident.

Question: Who was the survivor?

Answer: The perfect woman survived.
She's the only one who really existed in the first place. Everyone knows there is no Santa Claus and there is no such thing as a perfect man.

**** Women stop reading here, that is the end of the joke.

**** Men keep scrolling.

So, if there is no perfect man and no Santa Claus, the woman must have been driving. This explains why there was a car accident.

**** Men Keep scrolling

By the way, if you're a woman and you're still reading, this
illustrates another point: Women never listen!

The Perfect Man
By Catherine Mathilda Irawan July 18 2004

The perfect man... ahh
Is there such a thing?
I don't think so

We all have our charms... and flaws
We look everywhere and everytime
To find the perfect one
Who will make things right
But less time looking for the right one
Who will make things perfect...for us anyway

You may know who's right for you
But life's full of surprises
Things don't always go your way

Most often, you feel disappointed
But life's like that
There ain't much you can do to change things
Let alone change people

What you can do is be the best for the person you love
And that person will try to be the best for you
In this game of love

What we have is the here and now
And right here and right now,
You're the one for me
And I wanna spend this moment with you

A moment like this...
Some people wait a lifetime
Some people search forever

Search no more
Happiness is no mystery
It's here and now
It's you and me

So if woman was created for man and out of man why is it so that men find themselves absolutely helpless at the hands of these heavenly beings? Somewhere something is missing. Perhaps in it lies the mystery of the growth of humankind.
This all requires a deep introspection into the dynamics of a man -woman relationship. Perhaps we can find a clue!

Demitri, your true color is Black!

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

You scored as Toreador. You belong to the Toreador bloodline. Often regarded as vain or shallow, the Toreador are blessed with a striking, almost supernatural beauty. Toreador are so driven by the pursuit of beauty that they are often highly connected with art, music, or theater. While they do have a uncanny ability to seduce and manipulate mortals, many other vampires simply dismiss them as decadant pretty-boys. Toreador 88% Malkavian 79% Gangrel 75% Tremere 71% Ventrue 63% Brujah 38% Nosferatu 25%

Something to think about... and I think I need of thinking to do...

Demitri™ 

Currently Feeling: Effy

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This one's for the books...Complete < shared by rizad >

 
Many of us are wishing, praying, hoping and dreaming of having someone by our side.

 

Naghihintay na may ihulog ang langit para sa atin.?  We would even try reading books about love and how to win it. Tapos kapag may nakita, we would do anything just to make the person feel that he/she is loved. We sometimes sacrifice our own happiness just to be with the person we love. In the process, we all get hurt. Tapos we would give-up thinking na love was never for us.

 

The misconception of humans about love and relationship is that having someone with us will make us complete. But the fact is "Love is extending one's self to another."  It means that before we enter a relationship, we should already be COMPLETE.

 

Otherwise, if we think that having someone will make us complete, it's not a relationship. It's dependence and it may not work out. When you are happy about yourself and you learn to love yourself, you may probably need not a partner (to a certain extent).

 

Right now, I'm trying to love myself more and to accept completeness. What happens next will be another story.

 

But for some who may be losing hope, this affirmation may help...COMPLETE

 

Just because no one has been fortunate enough to realize what a goldmine you are, doesn't mean you shine any less.

 

Just because no one has been smart enough to figure out that you can't be topped, doesn't stop you from being the best.

 

Just because no one has come along to share your life, doesn't mean that day isn't coming.

 

Just because no one has made this race worthwhile, doesn't give you permission to stop running.

 

Just because no one has realized how much of a man/woman you are, doesn't mean they can effect your masculinity/femininity.

 

Just because no one has come to take the loneliness away, doesn't mean you have to settle for a lower quality.

 

Just because no one has shown up who can love you on your level, doesn't mean you have to sink to theirs.

 

Just because you deserve the very best there is, doesn't mean that life is always fair.

 

Just because God is still preparing your king/queen, doesn't mean that you're not already a queen/king.