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29 juillet

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

 
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
 
Write for example, “The night is starry and the stars are blue and shiver in the distance...
 
"The night wind revolves in the sky and sings."
 
Tonight I can write the saddest lines. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
 
Through nights like this one I held her in my arms. I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.
 
She loved me, sometimes I loved her too. How could one not have love her great still eyes.
 
Tonight I can write the saddest lines. To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.
 
To hear the immense night, still more immense without her. And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.
 
What does it matter that my love could not keep her? The night is starry and she is not with me.
 
This is all... In the distance someone is singing... In the distance... My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
 
My sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer. My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.
 
The same night whitening the same trees. We, of that time, are no longer the same.
 
I no longer love her, that’s certain, but how I loved her. My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.
 
Another’s... she will be another’s... as she was before my kisses. Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes.
 
I no longer love her, that’s certain, but maybe I love her. Love is so short, forgetting is so long.
 
Because through nights like this one, I held her in my arms my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
 
Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer and these the last verses that I write for her.
28 juin

Le Fleurs du mal: Le Vampire

You… sharper than a dagger thrust
Sink into my plaintive heart,
You… frenzied and arrayed in lust,
Strong as daemon host whose art


Possessed my humbled soul at last,
Made it your nest and domain,
Strumpet, to whom I am bound fast
As is the prisoner to his chain,


The stubborn gambler to his dice,
The rabid drunkard to his bowl,
The carcass to its vermin lice —
O thrice-accursèd be your soul!


I have entreated the swift sword
To strike, that I at once be freed;
The poisoned phial I have implored
To plot with me a ruthless deed.


But sword and poison in my need
Heaped scorn upon my craven mood,
Saying: "Unworthy to be freed,
From my accursed servitude,


“O fool, if through our efforts, Fate
Absolved you from your sorry plight,
Your kisses would resuscitate
Your vampire's corpse for your delight."



Carpe Noctem

Sunday, March 21, 2004


You've broken me...
Forcedme and ravaged me...
 
Never have I allowed anyone to defile my mind...
And penetrate my soul.
 
You've relentlessly raped my past...
And for that I hate myself...
 
I hate myself for letting you into my soul...
I hate you for forcing me;
 
I hate you for opening me up
And dispersing the shroud I built around me.
 
I hate you for all these things you did tonight
And enjoying every minute of it.
 
The memoirs of pain and suffering
You drank like a rabid bat.
 
And I detest that I liked it...
And I detest that allowed it...
 
My heart bursts in crimson tidings...
As I hid my feelings with a grin;
But I console myself with the taste
Of a droplet of your blood in my lips.
 
I closed my eyes and cherished the moment...
And await the morrow for another taste.
 
Demitri™
| 12:45 pm

12 mai

Aspersio Sanguinis II

O hail! hail! angel of my life.
Haunt my lucid mind.
 
O curse! curse! curse! your angel smile.
Oh soft matte lips of yearnings...
 
O blissful wiles and times of phantasm;
That soothes my soul and feeds my life...
 
Let me enfolded you under my wings,
And leave this place to nest.
 
Let us fly to the skies, clouds and beyond.
Until we reach the god Ra and burn.
 
Take this pact of wreath o' strings...
Wreath o' strings tied in knot.

 
Demitri™
| 06:18 pm
Aspersio Sanguinis

Thursday, March 18, 2004


O hail hail angel in the night.
Haunt my waking dreams.
 
O curse curse curse your angel smile.
Oh soft matte lips of temptation...
Of fruitful wiles and times of phantasm;
that soothe my soul and paint my face red.
 
You are no longer marked and so am I.
But embrace you I cannot for I have no brand.
 
O you you you who stirs my blood,
you who feigns innocent blood.
Or is the sun just bright?
Or is the sun just too bright?
 
Demitri™
| 02:18 pm
19 mars

Perfect Couple

Once upon a time, a perfect man and a perfect woman met. After a perfect courtship, they had a perfect wedding. Their life together was, of course,perfect.

One snowy, stormy Christmas Eve, this perfect couple was driving their perfect car along a winding road, when they noticed someone at the side of the road in distress.

Being the perfect couple, they stopped to help. There stood Santa Claus with a huge bundle of toys. Not wanting to disappoint any children on the eve of Christmas, the perfect couple loaded Santa and his toys into their vehicle. Soon they were driving along delivering the toys.

Unfortunately, the driving conditions deteriorated and the perfect
couple and Santa Claus had an accident. Only one of them survived the accident.

Question: Who was the survivor?

 

 

Answer: The perfect woman survived.
She's the only one who really existed in the first place. Everyone knows there is no Santa Claus and there is no such thing as a perfect man.

**** Women stop reading here, that is the end of the joke.

**** Men keep scrolling.

 

 

 

 

 


So, if there is no perfect man and no Santa Claus, the woman must have been driving. This explains why there was a car accident.

 

**** Men Keep scrolling

 

 

 

 

 


By the way, if you're a woman and you're still reading, this
illustrates another point: Women never listen!


The Perfect Man
By Catherine Mathilda Irawan July 18 2004

The perfect man... ahh
Is there such a thing?
I don't think so

We all have our charms... and flaws
We look everywhere and everytime
To find the perfect one
Who will make things right
But less time looking for the right one
Who will make things perfect...for us anyway

You may know who's right for you
But life's full of surprises
Things don't always go your way

Most often, you feel disappointed
But life's like that
There ain't much you can do to change things
Let alone change people

What you can do is be the best for the person you love
And that person will try to be the best for you
In this game of love

What we have is the here and now
And right here and right now,
You're the one for me
And I wanna spend this moment with you

A moment like this...
Some people wait a lifetime
Some people search forever

Search no more
Happiness is no mystery
It's here and now
It's you and me



Well in the beginning there was light. Then came man. Now the question arises why not a woman? Perhaps there is no easy answer to this. There can only be attempts to answer this question, but no final claim for a perfect understanding. I guess we can address this question at an opportune time. What is interesting to note is that man was not happy in the garden God had made for him. Although he had everything he could ask for , something was missing.
Therein lies the greatest mystery of all times. Can man never be happy all by himself, keeping himself busy in the daily rituals of life? Why does he need a partner? If at all he needs a companion , why does it have to be a woman?
As the bible says, woman was created out of man and for man. Perhaps God did not want to give away the position he had set for man by creating an equal competitor or a contender. Hence he created woman! Now i know feminists would never agree with me on these fine points, i guess arguing with them would be besides the point.

So if woman was created for man and out of man why is it so that men find themselves absolutely helpless at the hands of these heavenly beings? Somewhere something is missing. Perhaps in it lies the mystery of the growth of humankind.
This all requires a deep introspection into the dynamics of a man -woman relationship. Perhaps we can find a clue!

30 janvier

Talking about This one's for the books...Complete < shared by rizad >

Something to think about... and I think I need of thinking to do...

 

Demitri™ 

Currently Feeling: Effy

 

Quote

This one's for the books...Complete < shared by rizad >
 
Many of us are wishing, praying, hoping and dreaming of having someone by our side.
 
Naghihintay na may ihulog ang langit para sa atin.?  We would even try reading books about love and how to win it. Tapos kapag may nakita, we would do anything just to make the person feel that he/she is loved. We sometimes sacrifice our own happiness just to be with the person we love. In the process, we all get hurt. Tapos we would give-up thinking na love was never for us.
 
The misconception of humans about love and relationship is that having someone with us will make us complete. But the fact is "Love is extending one's self to another."  It means that before we enter a relationship, we should already be COMPLETE.
 
Otherwise, if we think that having someone will make us complete, it's not a relationship. It's dependence and it may not work out. When you are happy about yourself and you learn to love yourself, you may probably need not a partner (to a certain extent).
 
Right now, I'm trying to love myself more and to accept completeness. What happens next will be another story.
 
But for some who may be losing hope, this affirmation may help...COMPLETE
 
Just because no one has been fortunate enough to realize what a goldmine you are, doesn't mean you shine any less.
 
Just because no one has been smart enough to figure out that you can't be topped, doesn't stop you from being the best.
 
Just because no one has come along to share your life, doesn't mean that day isn't coming.
 
Just because no one has made this race worthwhile, doesn't give you permission to stop running.
 
Just because no one has realized how much of a man/woman you are, doesn't mean they can effect your masculinity/femininity.
 
Just because no one has come to take the loneliness away, doesn't mean you have to settle for a lower quality.
 
Just because no one has shown up who can love you on your level, doesn't mean you have to sink to theirs.
 
Just because you deserve the very best there is, doesn't mean that life is always fair.
 
Just because God is still preparing your king/queen, doesn't mean that you're not already a queen/king.
3 août

Carpe Noctem

I've been thinking a lot lately...
 
and the reason I am here now is the exact same reason I am who am I am now...
 
reliving old poetry I've written more than a year ago...
 
Demitri™
March 21st, 2004
Carpe Noctem | 12:45 pm
You've broken me...
Forced me and ravaged me...

Never have I allowed anyone to defile my mind...
And penetrate my soul.

You've relentlessly raped my past...
And for that I hate myself...

I hate myself for letting you into my soul...
I hate you for forcing me;

I hate you for opening me up
And dispersing the shroud I built around me.

I hate you for all these things you did tonight
And enjoying every minute of it.

The memoirs of pain and suffering
You drank like a rabid bat.

And I detest that I liked it...
And I detest that allowed it...

My heart bursts in crimson tidings...
As I hid my feelings with a grin;
But I console myself with the taste
Of a droplet of your blood in my lips.

I closed my eyes and cherished the moment...
 And await the morrow for another taste.
27 juillet

I've fallen away... with you...

I've fallen away...

 

with you...

 

time will heal your wounds...

 

I'll see you through...

 

 

I've fallenaway, with you... 

 

     

 

Demitri™

12 février

How Do I Love Thee?

How Do I Love Thee? by Elizabeth Barrett Browning

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.

I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,--I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life!--and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

25 janvier

Miracle Drug

I want to trip inside your head
Spend the day there…
To hear the things you haven’t said
And see what you might see

I want to hear you when you call
Do you feel anything at all?
I want to see your thoughts take shape
And walk right out

Freedom has a scent
Like the top of a new born baby’s head

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I’ve had enough I’m not giving up
On a miracle drug

Of science and the human heart
There is no limit
There is no failure here sweetheart
Just when you quit…

I am you and you are mine
Love makes no sense of space
And time… will disappear
Love and logic keep us clear
Reason is on our side, love…

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I’ve had enough of romantic love
I’d give it up, yeah, I’d give it up
For a miracle, a miracle drug, a miracle drug

God I need your help tonight

Beneath the noise
Below the din
I hear your voice
It’s whispering
In science and in medicine
"I was a stranger
You took me in”

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I’ve had enough of romantic love
I’d give it up, yeah, I’d give it up
For a miracle, miracle drug

Miracle, miracle drug

 

Demitri™

 

3 janvier

And Death Shall Have No Dominion


by: Dylan Thomas
 
And death shall have no dominion.
Dead men naked they shall be one
With the man in the wind and the west moon;
When their bones are picked clean and the clean bones gone,
They shall have stars at elbow and foot;
Though they go mad they shall be sane,
Though they sink through the sea they shall rise again;
Though lovers be lost love shall not;
And death shall have no dominion.

And death shall have no dominion.
Under the windings of the sea
They lying long shall not die windily;
Twisting on racks when sinews give way,
Strapped to a wheel, yet they shall not break;
Faith in their hands shall snap in two,
And the unicorn evils run them through;
Split all ends up they shan't crack;
And death shall have no dominion.

And death shall have no dominion.
No more may gulls cry at their ears
Or waves break loud on the seashores;
Where blew a flower may a flower no more
Lift its head to the blows of the rain;
Though they be mad and dead as nails,
Heads of the characters hammer through daisies;
Break in the sun till the sun breaks down,
And death shall have no dominion.

6 décembre

Hier kommt die sonne... Sie ist der hellste stern von allen

Yes... the sun is up... I can now see glimmers of her shiny golden face...

 

It's warming my cold heart a bit...

 

The effects of the sun to a manic depressive me works even far better than Fluoxetine HCL...

 

The tempest that started wrecking havoc to my life last friday has finally dissipated.  I pray to the mighty god Wóden that a storm gust as treacherous as that would not cross my path again...

 

The cloud of gloom has been dispelled... thank the gods...

 

Ich liebe Dich

 

Demitri™